| Moving.
Music: Every Sip - LL Cool J
Sexy, you are.
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| Procrastination, the freakin' usual.
Music: Me, Myself & I - Beyonce.
My computer's still having PMT so I am terribly behind with all the internet highway gossip. Not long before college ends. Then it's two months of being someone's bitch to earn myself enough money to enjoy my holidays.
I think I've been enjoying life a tad too much for the past two years....I've put on 128472357258 pounds in a space of two years. And today is my first Saturday I've had off in two years and I spent it EATING and cutting my fringe with a pair of safety play school scissors. So I look like a 10 yr old ju pah. Oh yeahhhh.
I managed to get some VIP tickets to the opening of Tantrum and B The VIP Bar and it was crammed with C-List celebs. Gary Lucy loved himself, Candice from Corrie was escorted to the loos, a few footballers, Big Brother4 contestants: Dan and Nadia...who I might add is really pretty in real life and cuddly. Erm, yes.
It was an open bar until 10 so we took advantage of it and raped the bar for all it's worth.
I miss work. In some ways I wish I didn't hand in my notice but I needed the time to study....which reminds me I best do some painting or somethign to fill my shoddy book up.
Peace
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| Inspiration from the Stefani.
Music: Twork It Out - Usher.
I'm not a very decisive person, espeically when it comes to work. I never know when to do the right thing so I always miss windows of opportunities. However I have 6 weeks until college is over and it's basically my last chance staring at me in the face and I know the right thing to do is to quit the job.
Sure Work pays well. And I enjoy working with the people there. I have a lot of fun however it eats up my weekends. It's insane how involved I get during the weekends that I don't relax even when I'm sat at home, my mind is still buzzing from the 11 hr shift.
I don't think I'll be able to go back to work either once my college exams are over, and it's slim pickings as far as jobs go in Portsmouth.
I'm worried, how do people survive without jobs nowadays? I constantly need money. This will be such a tough test.
My parents will be helping me fund my essential needs for the next two months and as soon as my college shite is done, I'm working full time over the summer. No time to waste.
So if you guys don't see me then you know why.
Which means I wouldn't be able to visit you Sammie this summer. BOOOOO.
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Music: I Bruise Easily - Natasha Bedingfield
Work doesn't make me feel young at all. I come home no earlier then 6:30pm most days that I am working. I come home to dishes or Anything-that-hasn't-gone-past-their-expiry-date-Food.
Today I had duck which drizzled a little too much chilli oil and ....cold baked beans. Together.
I am suffering from a tummy ache.
I had the most bizarre time lately. I think the exhaustion from work and the frustration that things are going every which way apart from MY way is making me feel like life is on stand still. Nothing has changed apart from the fact that I am now FAT. Officially.
Every week I do the same things and I try to change but finance and lack of time forbi me to be adventurous. That and luck.
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